| Quite unfair; Quite a pair <3 |
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&You look at me &give me "that come-here-baby smile" It's all gonna be alright. You take my hand,You pull me close and you hold me tight...It's the sweet love that you give to me...That makes me b e l i e v e we can make it through anything.'Cause when it all comes down, &I'm feeling like I'll never last...I just lean on you 'cause baby you're my better half.
Last month went to New York w/ Jacob for 2 weeks <3333333 FUN!
Came home.
Swimming in Jacob's pool and other stuff.
Jacob's parents went out of town, people over there.
Fourth of July was <3
Beach all day.
Topaz 121.
Captain Morgans.
Seeing everyone.
My sister who Little Miss Flagler County 8-12 and Best Dress <333
Broken Jaw!
Poker Games
Punching arms through windsheilds
hospital 5 in the morning
Nathan's house
Haas's car
working
Last night slept at Jacob's <33
American History X
BeWitched
The mall a million time.
Uhhh driver's ed last week!
&some other stuff!
<333333333333
I LOVE JACOB
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| you sat me down besides myself; to show me all the reasons I was wrong for you |
[25 May 2005|06:43pm] |
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Ah! I'm so happy that school is almost over.
So lately been working
Jacob &Haas
Daytona
Curious <3
New Posters
NBK poker games GAY
waay to nice people
who share everything :)
Laying out
studying
Star Wars was fun
eating too much
but running alot
Movies
coming home at 8 in the morning and mom catching me
Accidently falling asleep at Jacob's
drinking beer that i don't want to drink
Andrew's coming on Friday
Bush Gardens Sunday with Jacob &Andrew &maybe Haas
Jacob's pool is done this week!
New York next week.
Daytona w/ Tom Wilky
<3JACOB<3
So excited <333333
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| &this air is stopping at my lungs, like these words are stopping at my lips |
[18 May 2005|07:27pm] |
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I'm so happy that school is almost over.
I'm so worn out.
&Jacob's pool is going to be done next week!
So Jacob, Haas &me are going to see Star Wars tonight!
At midnight;
oh what fun...
I hate Star Wars
2 hours long :(
&I'm so happy that I am going to be hanging out w/ Sam
next week <3
In this house of cards we're all holding hearts and spades
one breath, one step could knock it all down
but you lead with your eyes &you give it away
decide, design to cut from the clouds
When the people you love get lost in the shuffle,
when you leave, you leave nothing but broken hearts
you let it go &then you fo</s>ld...
( Now he takes off her dress... )
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| My eyes match yours <3 |
[04 May 2005|08:03pm] |
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Some say L O V E; it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed
I say love, it is a flower
&you its O N L Y seed.
It's the heart<333
afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the O N E who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give.
&The soul; afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
&the road has been too long.
&You think that L O V E is only for;
the lucky &the strong.
Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed that with the suns
love, in the spring becomes
T H E <3 R O S E
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| I could be so fucking cool |
[04 Apr 2005|03:34pm] |
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Spring Break
Did not seem like Spring Break...
Hung out w/
Jacob
Haas
Chris
Casey
Tiffany
mostly....
Working. Nights Driving around w/ nothing to do. Mariasa's birthday party. Jon Hoffmans. Gas Station 1,000 times a night. Being w/ Jacob. Haas stealing a dog! Orlando w/ Jacob <333, Sin City, Islands of Adventure, Universal.... so I was gone all weekend.
So pretty boring, but better than going to school :)
I will never be young
I will never be loved
I will never be wrong
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[25 Mar 2005|08:08am] |
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So, I've been out too many nights this week.
&I've missed too many days of school.
I've haven't been sleeping.
&I need to stop.
Hopefully Spring Break will give me some time
Next Weekend Universal and Islands of Adventure all weekend w/ Jacob
So happy!
This place is a prison
And these people aren't your friends
Inhaling thrills through $20 bills
And the tumblers are drained and then flooded again
And again
Ther're guards at on ramps armed to the teeth
And you may case the grounds from the cascades to puget sound,
But you are not permitted to leave
I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen
In my living room late last night,
It was almost too bright to see
And i know that it's not a party if it happens every night
Pretending there's glamour and candelabra
When you're drinking by candlelight
What does it take to get a drink in this place?
What does it take, how long must i wait?
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| You my dear are the one I fear tonight |
[14 Mar 2005|03:23pm] |
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Monday-
Didn't go to school
Jacob came over for like an hour
home all day
11 me &Meagan walked to Chris's
Nick
Jacob &Andrew picked me up
Uhh flat tire again
then Jacob's
then home at like 3
Tuesday-
School... work...
Wednesday-
School... home...
Haas and Jacob came over at like 10
Then left
Picked me back up at 11
Jamie &tiffanys
Andrew &Casey
There until like 4
Home
Thursday-
No school...
Sleep all day
Jacob &Andrew took me to work
Then picked me up w/ Amber
Gas station &Some other places
home by 11
Amber slept over
Friday-
No school...
Chill all day w/ Amber
Night time... went to Jacob's
Chilled w/ Andrew too
Then Chris Meagan &Brandon came
Then like 10 other people
I was drunk
Britt drove me home at 1
walked back &walked in &jacob was sick :( <33
Talked to Chris
Jacob's mom came home at like 3
told me too sleep on the couch
me chris and andrew all pass out
then amber comes back at like 5
went to my house w/ andrew
Saturday-
Jacob's
Me Amber Jacob Chris &Andrew
Burger King
Mall
Work
Some Dave guys out
Just slept on Jacob's lap
Home at 1 Amber Jacob &Andrew sleepover
Sunday-
Cleaned my room...
PS- Im gonna be in 11th grade next year ;-) So Happy!
<3333333
This is the moment that we all wait for;
are you ready?
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| I know that everything's gonna be fine |
[05 Mar 2005|03:49pm] |
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I wish I had something to update about...
Yesterday came home,
Jacob &Andrew came over
Chris
They dropped me off at work
Picked me up at like 10
went home
Meagan &Lauren
Donkey picked us up
Chris's
Party.. uhm no
Old people again
Me Jacob Chris Andrew
Steak N Shake
My house
Sleepover :)
This morning they left
Now waiting for them to pick me back up
then Dunkin Donuts
then work
&tonight I don't know yet
<3
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| My heart is dead, its way past beating. |
[21 Feb 2005|03:06am] |
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you always were a
s u c k e r
for a
s l u t
in a skirt
Friday-
Got picked up early from school w/ Christina.
Then my house
Got Ready
Jacob Chris &Andrew picked us up
Met Haas and Scott at Burger King
Got Food
Left to Orlando
Tried to find parking for ever
Hit a niice BMW but no damage
Finally found parking
Taste of Chaos
Yes! got to meet some of the people in the bands b/c of Jacob's leg
Jacob went on stage during killswitch
Jacob got people to sign my t-shirt <3333
The Used were soo good
Jacob got invited to chill on the Used tour bus &he was allowed to bring me and christina
but we all had to leave :(
Don't know though, concert was so great
Chilled w/ Damien for awhile
then Devin
Walked to Jacob's car
nose bleed
Christina's mom picked us up b/c the boys were staying a hotel
Home by 2
Fun night
Saturday-
Back to be grounded
Went w/ my mom
Bealls, Steak N Shake, WalMart
home at 10
Phone forver
Talked to jacob at like 5
went to bed at like 6
Sunday-
Yes! Not grounded anymore!
Woke up
Went to Jacob's &woke him and Andrew up
Dropped Andrew off
Chilled at Haas's all day
watched Rat Race
Picked Andrew up
Met Haas at the gas station
Just drove around all night w/ nothing to do
Steak N Shake &Gas station like all night
Followed these old guys b/c they said it was a party
but it was just them
finally at 12 picked up chris and went to his house
and just sat in his garage for like an hour
Jacob dropped me off
He's supposed to come back over at 4 :)
Tomorrow-
Christina or Jacob IDK
hopefully do something
but im gonna go
<333
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| ♥don't shake; i hate to see you tremble |
[16 Feb 2005|05:29pm] |
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How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
TEN random things about me:
10. I Love Jacob <333
9. Christina is my best friend
8. I was born on New Years
7. During the winter I always want it to be summer and during the summer I always want it to be winter.
6. I love red roses
5. I hate it when people scratch loudly
4. I hate people who try to be cool
3. I always like to listen to music b/c it goes with all my moods
2. I cry almost everyday
1. I smile more though
NINE ways to win my heart:
9. No one
8. Needs
7. To
6. Know
5. How
4. To
3. Win
2. My
1. Heart <3
EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
8. See everything pretty in the whole world
7. Have kids
6. Get my lisence
5. Get married
4. Grow up
3. Be in love forever
2. See something really big be on fire
1. Learn how to speak another language
SEVEN things that annoy me:
7. Waking up early
6. People scrathcing themselves
5. When you tell somebody something they did worng &they turn it around on you
4. When I accidently break or spill something &I have to clean it up
3. I hate it when I just do my make up &then I cry and it is never as good as it was when I first put it on
2. When I really want to talk to someone and they don't answer their phone
1. I hate it when someone starts playing with my hair &it feels all good; then they stop
SIX things I believe in
6. Jacob
5. forgiveness
4. sex
3. gay marriages
2. God
1. Love
FIVE things I am afraid of:
5. Growing up &being alone
4. bugs
3. loosing someone that I care about
2. breaking a bone
1. loosing my cellphone
FOUR of my favorite items in my room
4. my straightner
3. my clothes
2. my roses
1. pictures
THREE things I do everyday:
3. Talk to jacob
2. Talk to christina
1. Listen to music
TWO things I want to do right now:
2. Go to Jacob's
1. Go pee
ONE person I want to see rite now:
1. Jacob<3
[Y O U R C U T E]
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| Just say that it's over |
[13 Feb 2005|07:48pm] |
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Alright I finally had a really good weekend!
Friday- Came home. Jacob picked me up. Then Chris's. Bdogg john danny scott. Then gas station. then picked christina from work. Waited for Haas to get off. Beth's house. Picked up sam and brea around 11. Then Chuck's house. Like 30 people there, I thought it was gay at first but then got drunk and it was more fun. Then to Britts and there were like 15 people there it was ook... then steak n shake at like 3 with christina sam brea and jacob. Then back to chriss. Home by like four. Sleep with Christina. Woke up Walmart and Bealls. New Flip Flops then went to Jacob's. Then to Chris's. then back to jacobs, and watched tv. Taco Belle. People there. Waited for sam and brea but it took too long so went to Britts, there were kind of alot people there. Drank some beer. Went with amien to get sam and brea. back to britts. Fun night, christinas laying out in the lawn matt playing guitar and jacob and chris singing, it sounds dumb but it was so funny. ne ways my mom called at like two and was pissed so damien drove me and christina back to my house. Went to bed, talked to bdogg on the phone. Jacob stopped bye. <3333333333 today grounded.. uhhhh.... went to the home show chilled with christina and chelsy. Then christina dropped me off. THen slept. Jacob stopped bye. then left. Christina came over. Alright then taco belle and walmart.l Now we're burning cds. Chrsitina is so cool! <333333333333333333
Wooo!! I Love Jacob :O <3333 He's the be best!!!! ;-)
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| All the best decpetions &the clever cover storie awards go to you |
[23 Jan 2005|07:29pm] |
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Alright weekend.
Jacob &Chris. Chritina me and my mom Red Lobster. Home. W Section A rods. Standing in street with liek 20 ppl. Water filled kegs. Ruman Cokes. Drunkness. Driving around. Steak N Shake. Chris's garage 5AM. Beer. Home. Sleep. Wake up and shower. Jacobs. CHristina and Chris. Kidnapping christina. 100 kilo's. Pocket ninjas. my house and food. Chriss house. 100000 ppl coming and going. Drinking. Pretty fun. Home by 1. Today nothing really, jacob for a little bit.
alrigth out peace
So kiss me hard b/c this will be the last time that I let you
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| you've got ciggerettes on your breath, hairspray &some cheap perfume |
[19 Jan 2005|08:51pm] |
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Yes, Yes
My Love Christina
bought the tickets to
Taste of Chaos
Febuary 18, 2005
MeChristinaJacobHaasChris
[ F U N ]
<3
I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit
Like a p e r f e c t gentlemen
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
Where you will sit and contemplate your day
I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold
I want to take you far from the cynics int his town
&kiss you on the mouth
We'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand new colony
Where everything will change,
We'll give ourselves new names (identities erased)
The sun will heat the grounds
Under our bare feet in this brand new colony
Everything will change
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| I'll put a little sour in your sweet |
[18 Jan 2005|04:26pm] |
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You Suffer from a Lack of Sex
Well haven't updated in awhile but you know
Ok so Friday-
Jacob picked me &Christina up. Then to Chris's. Stayed for liek 2 hours. Boring so Jacob drove us back to my house. Then walked to Sam's. Chilled. Found car keys... gas stations, steak n shake, Ambers, 21 year old uhm no not this time Hannah :(.. seeing Christina's mom, just driving around, 2AM Tom calls, get that car back right now. Go back to Sam's and pass out.
Saturday-
Woke up, Sam got grounded... mom picked up me and Chrisitina. WalMart. My house. Jacob picks us up. Pick up John. Then to Haas's. WalGreens and Dennys. My house, long talks, then to the show. Gay Stufff.. so left with Jacob Haas and Christina. Went to Jacob's dropped his car off. Went to Chris's pretty boring. Then went to the gas station got beer, WinDixie, Steak N Shake. This girl Chrissy's house.. Anchorman... Then to Penellas, maddd boring. Back to Steak N Shake. Then to Jacob's like 2Am. Chilled, Haas left at 5. Me and Christina slept there.
Sunday-
Woke up at 11 and Jacob drove me home. Meet the Fockers with my fmaily cause it was my dads birthday. Home. Then to Chris's with Haas. Then Jacob adn Christina picked me up. Back to Chris's. Then to Dunkin Donuts we were all being really quiet so me Jacob and Christina just went to my house. Layed in bed for liek 30 mins then went to Jacob's <333. Started to watch Van Helsing but me and Christina fell asleep. Jacob drove us home at 1. Passed right out.
Monday- Jacob and Chris picked up me and Christina. Watched Enternal Sunshine. Christina left. Jacob's Grandmas. Tryed to watch Van Helsing again but just fell asleep so Jacob took me home...
pretty unenventful but im very bored right now <33
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| & All i know is that revenge is sweet when you know your worthless |
[01 Jan 2005|05:53pm] |
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[M a r ti n i K i s s]
Happy New Year!
&Yes Happy Birthday to me!!!
Finally 15 ;-)
<333
P.S.~
New Cellphone
too hott
793-4671
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